I haven't written in here recently, simply because I have felt completely uninspired. Also, I have had nothing big going on in my life.

So this is important.
I am not sure if I have ever said it here: I have the greatest boyfriend in the world. He challenges me so much, and for that I am so thankful. I always hoped that I would find someone that would always strive to be better, not only for himself, but for other people. And I found that in Jesse. I am not exaggerating when I say that he is one of the strongest people I have met- mentally.

After three years, I can honestly say that I cannot imagine my life without him. Nor would I want to try to. He has given me so much hope for my future- and for a future together.

Baby, sometimes I know that I am difficult. And I wish that I knew how to shut that off. But please, know that I will always try to get better- for you, and for us. You're my all, really.

thank you for taking care of me, I love you so much.