guess and check

you can't escape a feeling
that's never been there
and if you get the
chance to avoid it
you might just make a move

there's all this hope in
complaining
and no knows just why.
the only chance i've got at
explaining
is saying i like being given
time to
express each worry even
if it's small-
i'm a peppermill of sorrow,
grind me
then take me with a grain
of salt.

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sold out on an empty
and caffiene-induced
energy high.
this is an artificial
understanding
a generated awareness
for all i know
the carpet could
be crawling.
(really, and the
ceiling could
fall
on my head.)
I'm here but by
a
suffocated will.

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choose your own
adventure
decide which page
is your escape.

can someone who
believes in
coincidence
simultaneously
believe in fate?